.::Read My Past::.
| Friday, December 07, 2007
i don't know what to do now..i never was so dependant..but this holiday..damnit things are different...so much stuff i have to pretend never happen..and that time of year is coming again..when everyone is happy..and no one gives a shit about others..and you'll see..when no one cares for you, you'll just sit aside at that time..and rot..and rot..and wish you were dead.cause no one cares..and the people you care for are so hard to protect..you'd want to give your life for them.you're prepared to.but they don't even know it.that is why..i'd rather give mine up in vain.
fuck christmas..it's hell.
